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Breaking Free March 28, 2008

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You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’,Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach
If we’re trying.
We’re breaking free

Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Connected by a feeling in our very souls
Rising ‘til it lifts us up, so every one can see

Runnin’, Climbin’
To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time we’re breaking free

derived from: breaking free -HSM


Who Move My Cheese? March 26, 2008

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Sebulan itu telah berlalu. I have mix thoughts that time. I thought I already did what I need to do and give up all and all. Cuz… all the disappointment, fears and thought to give up are always there, don’t know where I am heading to. But at least, I’m not turning back and walking back to the past. Then, when the truth comes, it struck me.

“You are firm in what you want, so when the reality is different than what you want, you don’t adjust it, so you’re waiting for what you want to come.” Seorang teman berkata.

I don’t realize that it’s hands off policy. I’m not suppose to do anything and I just realize it’s really hard to trust “The Plan.”

Jadi teringat salah satu character di satu buku yg g baca, Who Moved My Cheese. As I read this book, I just realized that my character is about the same with one of the character in the book. I never adapt and learn to change until some big things happened to me. I don’t want to change the scenario in my head, believing, that it will change someday without me doing anything. At the end, the frustration fills me up.

I have to be able to let go of the old, stop being afraid, move in the new direction and search in the maze. Probably bakalan jatuh, ga menemukan apa yang kita mau, ga sesuai expectation, ga sesuai dengan standard, tapi at the end, I will find my new cheese. Jia you buat semua orang yang lagi mencoba menemukan cheesenya. Jangan pernah berhenti berharap.

I will find my way and I promise, I will follow the hands off policy!

Decision was made March 2, 2008

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I’ll go through everything… and I want to start now.

I hope it’s not too late because I want to give the rest, everything that I have.


Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I’m caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won’t turn back
I know You are near

And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?

Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me

And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We’ll live to know You here on the earth

Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You


You never let go – Matt Redman